Movie Reel
Standing in the shower, staring blankly at the wall
Feels like time is frozen
Water gently streaming down
So peaceful and -
Bam.
Fuck, someone said, “Action”.
My mind’s so loud -
Now a movie reel on a constant loop
Who clicked play?
Fuck, is this groundhog day?
Repeat. Repeat. Repeat.
Every memory.
No desire to watch this again.
I’m so lucky, I was front row,
For the original show.
No control,
Flashbacks running through
Whose directing this movie?
The screams, the thoughts, the memories
Please just make them stop.
Fuck, someone just yell, “Cut.”
-H.M. Jackson
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